Hi there! I have been suffering with anorexia, bulimia and depression since I was 14, I have been an inpatient and I'm currently an outpatient at an ED clinic but I've currently reached a dead end . I do want to recover sometimes but I feel safe and comfortable with my eating disorder, hopefully one day I will find myself in a place I can recover. This is a blogs of what gives me hope, gets me down and inspires me as some sort of an outlet. Feel free to ask me anything xxxxxxx